Listening to: Anti Clockwise- Jie Lun

Weather: Cloudy day

            I went to cut my hair yesterday, sigh that little trim sets me back by RM45!!!! But then again that is better than cutting my hair in Aussie, the AUD is freaking expensive now. The hair stylist in the saloon is quite cute anyway, I was practically drooling as he cuts my hair for me haha. I shall patronize the salon more frequent in the future, he cuts well and I get to look at him too.

            I went to Kim Gary at night for dinner with some friends, it was kind of fun to hang out with my old secondary school mate again. Sigh one more week here, I’ll miss my mum and dad terribly.

            I was chatting with a friend online yesterday night and we were talking about what is unconditional love. He told me unconditional love is god’s love for you, your parents love and the love your pets has for you (weird eh?? pets??). How true, unconditional is loving without expecting a favor in return. Sometimes you really do wonder why are people treating you nicely, are they up to something or they just purely wants to be your friend. People are manipulative, can’t really see what is on their mind most of time.

Well this is my diary and I don’t wish to hide my thoughts and emotions, I feel really lonely at times especially when I see couples in love and holding hand. But I don’t feel like rushing into a relationship, I have no faith in love and my insecurities are sky high because of bad experiences. I really do wonder whether I will ever trust someone again.